Breakthrough

I’ve been in a strange season of death. Haha, what a strange statement. But seriously. I’ve had a fly die in a drink almost as soon as it arrived, my two dogs both passed away in November and December - they were brother and sister (Ludwig [van Beethoven] and Mozart). But from death, there is always new birth, and God has been working with my vision of my life, making me question even the itty-bittiest aspects of my life. :) It’s quite exciting actually, as my mother says. :) But the stress of it is not easy - as you can imagine.

As I come through this tunnel into the light...yes there’s always a light at the end of the tunnel, if you can wait to see it - I know deep within, I must keep my eyes on His. He alone sees the depths of my soul, spirit and all of me.

I’m watching “Sisterhood of the Travelling Pants 2” right now, and there’s a seen where they’re cooking a meal, and he says “The down side is you never know how anything is going to turn out, but .. that’s kind of the upside.” Argh. That’s exactly how my life is right now. I am so used to God ordering all my steps, that making choices and decisions while trusting the Holy Spirit, and walking in the prophetic is not easy to explain to others, or myself as I make decisions that require dates and return tickets and all that jazz. I guess this is how most people feel through their lives? Or not.... or maybe most people just make decisions based on the moment, and don’t have to make life determining decisions, on a whim.
Anyway - enough philosophizing ... you can tell I’ve been thinking a lot. :P :) Not always a good thing

Death, to new birth. Spring time :) Well, Pastor Tom has spoken the word for Breakthrough, this year. So - it is quite fitting. For you to have breakthrough, requires that you break through some walls, and thus you get stronger, build character, leave things behind, and break through into new beginnings, paths, and essentially grow as a person. Not easy, but definitely exhilarating. What shall these new walls be ;) haha!